Sunday, May 2, 2010

Am I Getting Bored

Ok the guy that I have been seeing is great, I don't think I can say it enough.  Though I for some unforeseen reason feel like I am getting bored.  I was fine not having anything define what we were, but part of me wants something more.  It seems that he has kicked any extras to the curb to be with me since he spends his off days with me and when he is not talking to me on the phone, he is sleeping or at work, but who really knows.  I think I am wanting more and I am not sure if he is the guy that can give me that more, especially since he is saying he doesn't want anymore children and I don't want to lose my chance if I decide I do.
I had a chat with one of my best friends today and she reminded me that marriage and relationships are hard.  She said that she is met with temptation everyday and has to really remind herself.  She said that it's a tedious job and she finds herself wondering why she got married.  She loves her husband and has no want to cheat or to leave but some parts of being single never go away.  We are all human and look but have to remember not to touch.