Wednesday, April 14, 2010

A Life Moment

I just had a life moment with the guy that has had a piece of me is having a baby with his wife.  He didn't even tell me.  It's not like we are running around cheating or anything we just have that friendship that is always questioned by everyone.  I found out by looking at a facebook page of a mutual friend and I saw his wifes name and her baby bump.  You can say that I was somewhat devastated when I saw it.  I know that I am not in love with him but still it cut me deep.  I don't know what to do about someone who tells me everything but not the one most important thing going on in their life.  Not to mention the fact that he keeps talking about lost love on facebook which trips me out.  It was almost with every update was an underlying love question and it was driving me nuts.  I really don't think I can just kick him to the curb because I love thinking of him as the guy that got away.  Oh what to do, what to do.  Things could be so much easier.