I have been keeping my distance from the "non-boyfriend". Being sick was a good excuse. We may not be able to see one another for a few more weeks and maybe by that time we won't be talking at all. I don't know what my deal is and why I get bored of these guys so quickly. I guess it's because I know that it is not going anywhere. Clearly this "relationship" that I am carrying on with "non-boyfriend" is just that of the warm body type. I hate to admit it but that is what it is. He is sweet and kind but I don't think he is interested in anything else. Yeah I could keep him around but what's the point. Yeah, I can get my fix and all but that leaves me still too close to him. *sigh* I am just so sick of myself, I don't know what to do.
Tiff
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